Aoi ' Santa ' Kurashiki (
jinglebros) wrote2017-06-27 02:06 pm
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newlydead r3 - day 4 - ene
[ As soon as the Spades meeting for the day is over, Aoi pulls Ene aside quietly. ]
Hey, can we go to my dressing room and talk? [ He asks quietly, shuffling from foot to foot and disappearing a bit into his oversized sweater. he's obviously nervous about whatever this is. ] I want to explain myself better, and I've got a favor to ask.
Hey, can we go to my dressing room and talk? [ He asks quietly, shuffling from foot to foot and disappearing a bit into his oversized sweater. he's obviously nervous about whatever this is. ] I want to explain myself better, and I've got a favor to ask.
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Oh? Sure, lead the way.
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I just feel like explaining myself about the board but it's too heavy to dump this shit on everyone else.
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What's too heavy?
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I thought I was making a board to save people, but I guess I was making one to try to make people pay if something like Akane happened again. And the second someone made me realize that I wanted to put a stop to it.
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When we first met, you told me you'd already learned from the mistakes of the last round, didn't you?
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[ He stares down at his shoes. ]
I wish I wasn't.
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What's that? Ah? You think you can just magically change because you want to? Don't be ridiculous! Of course it's going to be hard, and of course you're going to take some steps back. That's what learning is. You have an idea of what you want to be like, and you missed it. But when you noticed, you wanted to correct it, right?
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[ He stops complaining about the cheek pull and listens. ]
Yeah, I did. I did!
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You did! You've still got some work to do, but you're trying, and you've got people around to support you through it. So keep working harder!
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[ One more request left, but he's hesitant for that one. ]
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